Hello Again

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Hey World,

Sorry I haven’t been around lately. Things got crazy and then I have been such an emotional mess its just lead to one disaster after another. My sister left on Friday and I have been such a wreck. After having her home for 14 months and us growing closer than we ever had in our life, it was hard to say goodbye especially because I had to say goodbye to my nephew as well. She became my best friend and my partner in crime and now she is thousands of miles away. To top it off, we just found out my little sister is pregnant with her first child and my older sister gets to spend the next year with her and watch her grow and become a mommy. I am so happy for them because I have been blessed to get a year with each of them while their husbands were deployed but it just sucks that I don’t get to be around for something so special like this. It’s going to take some time to get used to going about my daily routine normally again since my sister and I did EVERYTHING together. The gym won’t be the same, meal prep won’t be the same, car rides, shopping, etc. Any suggestions on how I can make this easier?

In exactly 90 days I will see both of my sisters again and I want to make sure when my older sister comes home she is proud of how far I have come in my fitness journey and isn’t disappointed. With that being said, I am going to take the next 90 to go all in and make sure I am in the BEST shape of my life for when they come home. Its going to be a challenge since I have had her with me this entire time but its time for me to shine individually in my journey and show everyone that I am capable of doing this myself.

Thats all for now…. getting ready to head to the gym and kill an amazing workout!

One thought on “Hello Again

  1. I think you have a great motivation and you’ll be able to do your best for sure. It’s painful to be far away from our loved ones, but try to use technology and chat, send pictures as often as you can – thus you’ll feel they’re not that far at all 🙂

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