Sorry I have been MIA for the past week. Things have been crazy and I have been in a funk lately and nothing is going right. I feel lately things have just been going down hill and I don’t know how to get back up. I know everything I am working for; whether it is my nursing degree or my fitness transformation, that it is not going to be easy. I am going to be pushed to my limits each and every day because this is what God has planned for me.
I have been in a weird mood lately at the gym so I feel I haven’t been at 100%. I am unhappy with my the progress or should I say lack of progress in my body. I am lifting heavier and working out longer but I just don’t see a change. If anything, I see a negative change in my appearance. I know its my fault because my nutrition hasn’t been on track and I am physically exhausted. I need to start taking better care of myself so I can see gains and get closer to my goals. I really want to lean out as much as this summer and be in the best shape of my life. It’s not going to be easy, but it will be worth it.
Nursing school is pretty rough right now. I completely failed a quiz I had in my nursing research class last week and it has put me in a funk. There is a small chance that I am not going to pass this class now because I literally bombed this quiz you guys. My grade went down like 20% from a 15 question quiz, ugh. Then I had a quiz this morning on psychotherapy drugs and I am pretty sure I failed that also. I have been doing so well this semester so I am not sure what has gotten into me but I need to get it figured it out. One more year of nursing school and I will be Samantha K. BSN. Until then I just need to keep sane.
Hope you are all doing well and having a great week! Stay strong and just remember that each and every one of you are beautiful!